PrinceofJupiter

It's been quite some time since I updated things on here so I guess it's time to let people know just what's going on around me, and the current status of various projects.

Thanks to getting a new job recently my time to devote to my craft has been limited, though I hope to remedy that as soon as I can.  And hopefully and I will be able to work on some collabs soon, depending on her status at the time.

As for my Naruto fanfic, I've got an outline for most of the story complete but my problem is getting the time to write it up.  Chapter 1 of the story (right after the prologue) is currently in editing and re-write status, once I find a new editor I should be able to get that story back on track.

The Power Rangers fic listed on my Shadow Morpher images is still in progress, though I am also working on a one-shot for Tommy and Kim that should be done very soon.  I just need the time to finish it up.

It seems the running theme here is time, which when you're working weird hours you're not left much of to do the things you enjoy most.  I hope everyone will be patient with me as I try to get back to what keeps me going.

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I really don't understand women.  It's just something that makes absolutely no sense.  In my life, there stands out two women whom have meant very much to me.  And both of them have left my heart broken in the depths of the darkness, one of them only about a year ago.  The worst part is that it's set up as a repeating cycle - growing together, dating, then the girl discovering she wishes to be with someone else, and leaving me alone again, then after the guy leaving them, they come back to me, and it starts again.  I spent many years waiting for one girl, dealing with this cycle over and over again.  I caught the cycle early this time with the second girl, and I've been forced to purge them both from my life, in order to maintain my own sanity.  And yet in the last month, both of them have tried to approach me for the purpose of trying to become my friend again.  I would have accepted them both back immediately if it were not for the simple fact - dispite all the pain, and all the torture that they've put me through, I still love them.  Neither of them are really quite ready for another relationship, both having been burned by the men who they left me for.  Why is it that I still love them?  And why is it they feel the need to come back into my life now, when I am just trying to get my sense of self back together?  Neither say they will ask to date me again, but the problem comes in my sense of weakness, and my hopes that somewhere inside they still love me, and that we could start again.  But the problem comes in that damn pattern of loving and leaving me.   Maybe at some point one of them will understand this, and follow the one guideline that I set down to them both, but the painful fact is, I doubt either one ever will.

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So it's been a year since I joined Deviant Art.  I'd like to thank my friends who've stood by me in the past year, and especially for having me join the community.  I'll admit there's been some bumps along the way and things have been tough.  Let's just hope this new year brings better tidings for everyone.

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