I really don't understand women. It's just something that makes absolutely no sense. In my life, there stands out two women whom have meant very much to me. And both of them have left my heart broken in the depths of the darkness, one of them only about a year ago. The worst part is that it's set up as a repeating cycle - growing together, dating, then the girl discovering she wishes to be with someone else, and leaving me alone again, then after the guy leaving them, they come back to me, and it starts again. I spent many years waiting for one girl, dealing with this cycle over and over again. I caught the cycle early this time with th